Last end of Feb 2011 I experienced a loss. It was heart-wrenching. Since then I have been blessed again and currently have a due date of 8/9-12/2012 (the doctor said 8/9 and I had originally calculated 8/12/2012). So here I am again, hoping and praying everything goes well this time. My first appointment was on 1/9/2012 and so far the doctor said everything looks good. I just won't relax until I've gone through all the testing. Possibly, I won't rest until this baby is born. Without trying to get overly excited, I'm filled with hope and excitement. I saw my tiny baby and marveled all over again. While I miss my lost baby, I am happy at a 2nd chance. I have a 9year old and she'll be 10 on 6/1/2012... so if all goes well, she'll be ready to babysit! Wish me luck!