I'm 31 weeks and I'm so done with being pregnant!! I love Olivia and can't wait for her to be here! I don't want her to be too early, but I want to be able to play with my 3 year old son again like I used to and I want to meet the beautiful baby growing inside me!! Not to mention...I don't want to feel like a whale anymore!!!! February 27th cant come soon enough! Or whenever she gets here anyways.
I'm 32 1/2 weeks, and I get my last ultrasound in 2 weeks!!! I'm so excited and I can't wait for my beautiful little girl to get here!!! Not only do I want to hold her in my arms, but I WANT HER OUT OF ME!!! lol. I love her, but ouch!! I want to be able to play with my rotten 3 year old son the way I used to..I'm so sick of telling him, mommy can't do that right now. I hate disappointing him. It breaks my heart... I can't wait for him to be a big brother and to teach him how to take care of her....well...help anyways. I'm so anxious...I can't put into words how much I just wish she could be here already. I know that our lives are going to have such an amazing change and though it will be hard, I want to take it on full force. And dangit, I want it now!! lol. I'm sick of waiting!!!
Loving being back in school, but carrying around all those books being so far along is sooo hard! My back is killing me and at anytime I can have to leave and go on maternity leave. I'm starting to wonder if I should have waited until the following semester to enroll. I'm gonna make myself push through and work on finishing these classes with decent grades, but I really hope I don't mess this up. This is stressful, especially considering I still have to get so much ready for baby Olivia!! Including my 3 1/2 year old son. I don't want to take all the attention away from him, but at the same time I'm trying to get him to realize that he's not the only one now and he will have to share mommy and daddy now. I really hope that he adjusts well. I am going to let him help on things like feeding the baby her bottle and maybe changng pee diapers if I think he is ready...if anyone ellse has any suggestions on things a 3 year old could handle to help out, please let me know!!
Olivia Mae is finally here!! She weighed 5lbs 12 oz and was 19 inches long. She was born January 27th at 5:17pm. http://www.our365.com/NewbornPortraits/BabyDetail.aspx?birthid=78c742cc-cdf7-4838-998b-d50883c03a7a
