I'm Shelby, I'm 20 years old, and I live in North Central Florida. I have a loving boyfriend who is a US Army soldier of 7 years, and he is my hero. I was pregnant earlier this year and lost the baby in my first trimester. We got pregnant unexpectedly, but we were excited none the less. When I went to the doctor at 11 weeks to hear my baby's heartbeat for the first time, they couldn't find it. So an ultrasound was performed and it showed that the baby had no heartbeat, and probably hadn't since around 8 weeks. We were devastated. I spent hours crying and questioning why people who don't want or deserve kids are having them all the time. And even though my Midwives told me not to question whether it was something I did wrong, I couldn't help it. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. I can't imagine a worse heartbreak. Things are looking up now though. I recently found out I am pregnant again, and I couldn't be more thrilled! My due date is March, 18th, 2013.