Bun in the Oven
I always knew I was destined to be a mother. My love for children and the hope, innocence and wonder they are born with was always something that melted my heart. I am a Godmother to 3 and have a total of 5 nieces and nephews, so being around children was nothing new to me. In fact, it kept me as a child and I enjoyed teaching, loving and helping these little people notice the world around them. I always used to keep this love as a secret in the corner of my heart. No one wants to hear yet another woman talking about her biological clock. Then I met my husband Kyle. We have a wonderful friendship, tremendous connection and share a beautiful romance and love for eachother. Before Kyle, I have never met a man that was so baby crazy as me. I noticed it early in our relationship when we would go to the mall and he would point out all the cute babies being pushed around by doding parents. We talked about us having a family even before we were married. We married on June 5, 2011 in Fullerton, CA. We knew that we were ready to begin our family right away. Although the want was there, I unfortunately had unexplained infertility and have been annovulatory since I was 16. This made it very hard for me to conceive naturally. There were many months of high hopes, frustration and dissapointment. After some research and asking close family and friends for prayers, I asked my doctor to start me on a fertility drug called Clomid. I believe it was the many prayers and the blessings through my doctor that made my first round of Clomid a successful one. Now, I am always humbled and thankful for the blessing we received and look forward to our little Angel to arrive this July.