Startin' Out On A Lifelong Journey
just starting last week on ttc with pcos. wish me luck and keep me in your prayers!
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freckledladybug wrote:
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freckledladybug wrote:
1 yr, 1 month, 1 week, 6 days. Just gets longer and longer, man! Before long I'm gonna need a book!
freckledladybug wrote:
Yup, there it is... one year. I've been waiting for the mark like it's Doomsday.I'm here and I have no baby...and I can't do anything about it. My whole life I've been able to work extra hard and do my best in order to earn the best and earn what I've wanted. But no matter what I do, and no matter how hard I work at it and work at it, I just can't make myself pregnant. I can't stay up real late studying my brains out so that I can pass the pregnancy test. I can't get my application for a baby approved because I have insufficient credit history. I can't practice, practice, and practice diligently in order to make perfect. I simply can't do anything. No matter how hard I beg, I cry, I anger, I hurt, I breath, I can not force myself to have this thing that I want so badly. I am truly helpless. Maybe I will never hold a sweet child in my hands. Is that what my future holds? Is that truly my destiny? How can that really be someone's destiny? How could You be so cruel? Other women have amazing faith that they can go through infertility. But me, me, I can't handle it. I can't go on. How am I supposed to when what my body was created to do, it refuses to do? How am I supposed to go on with that? How could anyone go on like that, in depression, like a robot???